this dearli entry is dedicated to the male adult in my house,apparently who does nothing in supporting the house,yes nothing but his sucky mouth which onli complains.acts.blabber nonsensical and nothing of his problem stuffs.:
u sucker.stop your complaining if u are still not goin' to contribute any damn thing of yours into this house.and keep it moving.happily and if tat the case.it would be best if u leave.no regrets made on the previous words~.wadeva hell.leave.u selfish.self-centered.unreasonble.inconsiderate.vulgarity-filled.bloodily-brained.shitty education level?.damnned body.cursed muscles.freakedout cells.everyone of it.GET OUT OF MY LIFE U IDIOTIC SUCKER.wad a loser.whiteface.
p/s:loser,leave!.
yours SINCERELY/.ming shi.
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°HIATUS
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°mELisSa cAme mY hOuse yeSTerDAY!.k.heR firSt timE.haHAa.crap alot nia.about todae...GUESS WOT!!.i've got a tan.ncie nice pink tan on my face.and the rest is BLACKIE ME.oopx.i need someone to study with me now.have to start mugging for the final year.it's less then a month to it.heehee.tml melissa got camp.aww.too bad cannot go sentosa.with her cutie?.HAHAA HE WILL COME BACK A ..*tOoT*.heeeheeeee.im goin' to study now.oh shit.im starting to feel hot.is my skin goin' to crack becoz of the tan?!.pHUckED!.ooPxsayOnaRA pPLe
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°HAha biG waLkEr.oOpx.wEnT tO biG wALk witH anOTheR 9 ppLe.
cHarMainE.cHin hUa.dARrEn L.gUo jiN.jEsSicA.yAnG chenG.hUi xiA.hAzMi.cHuAN hEnG
coO| eH!.waLk waLk waLk.tOoK pHoTos aT 2.5km.hAHa.dEn ran witH thE sec2s.aNd sOmE oF thE seC3s.dEn.reaChed thE 5kM.tOt oF waitIng fOr thE rEst tO tAkE pIc.loLx.wE tOok a grOup piC.aT thE 4km.dEn aT 5kM.tOoK a piC.bUt on|y 5/6 tOok.dEn tOoK anOthER onE oUtsidE thE eSpLAnaDe.dEn aT the 8.5 or sOmewheRE neAR thEre.tOok anOTheR onE.bUt on|Y.3 ppLe tAke.loLx.-mE.yAngchenG.hUixiA-.haha.anyway.meet in the end at the starting point.and itx like.chinhua,charmaine,darren reached there.den us.den the rest.was suppose to go sentosa or tings like tat.den.went the wrong way.den went to suntec.den ate.den jessica went home.den the rest went home le lo.=)nice day.never go east coast park.also never go sentosa.sad eh.but nvm.nice day.crap alot abt wad the big walk commitee.lolx.den!!! WENT TO A SHOP AND BOUGHT A CONDOM.lolx.8 pple shared to buy a condom.lol.coz the cover said. SC.so tink tat.itx student council.lolx.bought it.den chinhua opened it.and itx lubricated with strawberry tingies.haha.sucked.hahahaha.9 small kids playing with a condom.lolx.sayOnaRa-
pRActicaLlY fAilEd evERyting...=) fUckeD.studied for chinese but didnt noe wad to write and ....chinese suck!.ok..fine..i studied ok.itx juz tat.im not fated to study chinese.wad fuck i toking.k nvm.watch homerun todae.qi`en and the teachers and some of his fren was sitting behind us.bleh.im a girl~.someone calledme a little girl for once..k nvm.im a ..i still dono.haha.ill make my one week holiday as interesting as possible.never would i ever waste it.haha.be it goin' out or wadeva.i would never sit and eat eat eat eat eat all the way.im on a diet.and it worked.lost 1 kg in 2 days.haha.lost 1 inch.haha.im gonna buy more clothes for myself.heehee.im gonna pamper myself and of coz...=) hehe.ppLe tAKe caRe.lOve u ppLE.~
iM...sMiLE~InC. |itt|e girL + |itt|e bOy = wHAt?.
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°tEAchErs'daY.hO|idaY.went out.ok it sucked.everyting never went well..was suppose to meet the ~girls~ at 12 at je to go to cine to watch homerun.and tat bloodeh huiwen say too earli.den meet at 12.30.kf ine.so .she was LATE.again.and i kind of noe ill wait for hell.i went to the skating rink.see pple ice-skate.woahseh.should have went there.yandao and chiobu =)~ den weixia called me again.they reached.and it was like HALF AN HOUR LATER.k nvm ~.den was suppose to go cine rite.den weixia say go choachukang to make her ezlink card.k waitwaitwait.den went.den ate.someBODY wanted to eat at long john.so went.after we eat.went up to the cinema.den saw.`HOMERUN.SOLDOUT`.k.we were like~SEH.wad the..den went to je.den ran ran ran to the sell ticket there.den ... `HOMERUN.SOLDOUT`.K.damn fuckedup.tot of someting else to watch.den//dillydally again.den saw !!! ANIRUDH.AND.LESLIE.hahah.they went to watch spykids.hehe so cute.ani..=) continue tml
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°well.i'll juz start with friday.
frIdaY-tEAchERs'daY-:::
the concert was kinda nice.but wasnt tat nice.wad i toking?!.k nvm.hmm.the student council dance could be better onli if they allow the sec2s to join in.argh!k nvm.if i stayed on...nvm =).geez.den went back to xiaoxue and it like WOW! alot of tings changed.we went around the school almost like when we are primary 1.so ```fancinated.`-tats bullshit k- nvm.den bought mrs tan a cake.and gave to almost everyone in the h.o.d room.hehe.onli2 ppleinside nia.lol.den went to class.6c eh.tat was like.6e in the past.onli had 4 em2-em1 classes.pathetic eh.k we sort of like crap throughout the lesson.i mean.their lesson.they were suppose to be like have their math remedial from 2-3.15 and we crap until aroundd 2.30 and they were happy?.lol.mrs tan missed us so much.haha.6f'01.lol.so much tat she wanted us to perform and item for end of year concert.haha.cool eh.k.den smeared cake all over almost everyone.haha fun fun fun fun.den went out.with peeps.den went to kfc.and ate and chatted.den went to the shop tat sells earrings and tings like tat.the one opp formosa.den a concept guy came in .cool seh.den asked zuraidah for her number.den khanthan gave him like ayun's number.?.lol.den he was like stalking her.we went to the busstop actually to like sent her.and he stalked her.see whether we got leave her there alone anot.lolx.weird guy.den we went bballing with her also.and when we were goin' to 603.saw the guy in kfc.den geniustic me tot of a plan.me and zur acted as pl.haha.held hands.gave her flowers.but actually its from her butch fren.lol.den haha.u didnt see his face.it was like.`WHAT THE..`lost for words look.lol.den yar.went bballing.but didnt play.den i was counting the number of crk i noe.and itx like.woo~.1/5 of the girl were...u noe.haha.and guess wad!?!.noor was like happy a minute ago.and when he heard tat natria turned into a bung.his feeling was like -zero- numbed.no feeling.sad siar.awww.pathetic noor.k.didnt noe wad to write for friday.tat day kind of passed so fast.sad.=~ oh ya.den mingshi approached tat guy who asked for zur number.to get the number changed to khanthans.haha.werk.den me and him blab for ideas under 613.lol.k...wad about saturday...hmm.
sADurdaY:
did noting.cant find anyone to replace me.and im like grounded for noting.urgh.sorry guyz.itx not tat i don wanna go for duty.itx juz tat.i cant go out and tings like tat eh.sori.-bows-
so about todae...im doin' nothing.had been mugging for my chinese test.and realised.itx not on tuesday.but on friday when i have all the time in the world to muggggg.and maths on tuesday when i didnt even studied for it.and i suck at tat chapter?!!!?!?!k nvm,.shall study for it now...sayonARa-kisses~
** anYonE waNnA gO sEntOSA?.i neEd a tAn baD|y.annD a hAircUt toO.anD a cAP tOo.aWwWw.
you live right here-----> (¯`v¹¯) <---number one...=)
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°failed my chinese test.and got the lowest..25/100.darn fuckedup.k nvm.got back science too..21/40.at least i pass.shit.when i started mugging for test and exams.i tend to get reallli realllli low results k...not saying im superstitious or tings like tat.but when i don realli study for them.i reallli reallli do much better den i study.weird me huh.guess everyone is still the same.damn stressed these days.aishah ignored me.for no reason.and everyone is like drifting away from me.my mom too.guess she was like too stressed too.urgh.why would pple make life so stressed when they don like it.stress stress stresss.everyone is getting on nerves.im so glad tat i have pple in the s.c. to tok and slack with.though i never actually toked to them.k.thanks jiayi.toked to u todae.hope your leg is getting better nowadays.don forget wad zencheang say.time will heal everyting..time will heal ...everything...
u motivate me with everyting u do...
time will heal..everything....juz smile and let it go..
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°todae..npcc had their p.o.p. ncc had their R.O.D tonite..and i mean..now their party is ending soon i guess.k.thanks zhiquan.thankx for calling me to comfort me.lolx.im feeling noting much either.juz abit numb.thanks.invite him next year.den invite me.heee.played in the rain.got realli high with the rain with eugene.weesong joined in later on.lolx.den huixia and everyone.almost.lolx.stayed until around 7.15.den went home.den saw leonard on the way out.he was with his other fren.urgh.k.from zhiquan.he gave them presents.arr.im not jealous.juz veri jealous.but it doesnt mean anyting.urgh.not to me.k.thanks zhiquan.on the way to the bus stop, eugene and zen cheang wanted to tok to me.hahaa.they toked crap.and i was laughing throughout.and he sad tat.during their time,they wont make their senior laugh in tat situation.and five buses went past them while toking solemnly to them.but arent i formidable.i actually changed everyting.hahaa.aww.im having the greatest time of my life when im with them.haha.but it'll be better.is he was there.haix.but lets be happy.smile.yay.
mother made me go for tat run tml.urgh.didnt wan to.shall be sick tml..with wad i did todae..the rain.lolx.fun k.
wei ni fu chu na zhong sang xin ni yong yuan bu li jie..wo you he ku mian qiang zi ji ai shang ni de yi qie..
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°tml is the audition.yay.and todae practice until 6.30..seh..somemore is mstang shoo us out of the school seh.went to the inter-unit bowling compeitition at 2.30.COOl.took some pics of leonard's back.haha.i couldnt take his face.he kept avoiding the cam.so..u noe.when the bestsenior send me tat picture of me and him together..ill put it up right away.but.her fren kept delaying..urghh.=) yay.todae he bowling like ..i dono how to say.lol.but he is so cute...wayne too=)~ for me..todae was like slack slack slack.yay.actually studied for like 1hr and 10 min todae nia..the rest is all do noting noting noting..juz blabbblabbbb.urgh.nites..i updated 2 of the photos of the back of leonard.haha.can get it from the school*** =)
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°Whenever you feel troubled or stress up, don't step back. Remain in your position and wait. Time will heal everything.
thanks eugene..im working veri hard now..im waiting...=)
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°napfa ended yesterday.yay.*celebrates.alot of pple lost their tings..heng ar.our klz is so safe.lol.but liana.tat poor ting.lost her hp.discman.wallet. how pathetic huh.who ask her to put it in the canteen anyway.should stop being tat sacarstic.
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the audition is on saturday.yay.ive been waiting for tis day..lol.i opt out of the class dance already.it suck.k i wanted to do it.but with tat girl trying to get realistic by using unpractical ways..how will tings ever get right..u understand?....den onli went for the student council one nia.=)
wO sHi mAcHi mEi mEi bU sHi nI dE baBy
got our polo tees already.cool huh.i was the onli one who wore it todae.aww.the senior like my attitude man.lol.but it wont be a good sign.coz.during camp.ill be the one they like.and will sure kena saboh like siao lo.yay.but its more fun if its not more of physical.blehhh.anyway.when we are in camp.u get the tings.u feel everyting.ITX COOl.though its tough.tings changes as it starts to warm up.geez=).
many said time would heal everyting...will time ever heal wad's in me..doesnt time ever stop.arent u tired,time?
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°i uploaded some pics..though didnt have leonard's..except for the culturalnite one...which is small small small.so.see it school***.
eileen's bday coming soon.im gonna buy someting for tat bestsenior..i haven bought anyting for anyone tis year.
parenTs...sUcK
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°went to the gym todae...with charmaine.wasnt i stupid.was having abit of stomachcramp.den went to eat.den vomitted.kaox.feeling veri veri veri bad.i learnt not to eat after gymwork.wad a stupid me.shall go eat a little bit now.saw rachel at the je sports complex tooo..hehee
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°had a tiring but FUN FUN FUN day.was at acs(i) the whole day.yay.tat means.YANDAO YANDAO YANDAO.but no one can beat the leonard tat lives in my hearT.lolx.getting abit disgusteD?.lolx.well.should blog about everyting ting tat happened to me yesterday.ALL THE FUN TINGS.and the leonard tings.hehe
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cant realli sleep the nite before.den woke up at 5.30pm.went to skool.saw jessica on the bus.was raining.not anyone of us had umbrella.so we waited for the rain to get a little smaller but after 5 mins.it was even heavier.den decided to run to school lo.was damn wet.for them.but for me.when i stepped out into the rain.for a moment a girl came up to me and ask.to share the umbrella with her.haha.i wanted to be in the rain.but didnt bother to reject.reached school.was still earli.den we went off to acs(i) onli at around 8 plus.den chitchatted.saw leonard playing with the piano.haha.cute seh.was playing it with his knuckles.haha.im gonna learn tat.lolx.he was wearing shorts.den u can see his nice legs.long and slender.heehee.
had a debrief for the thursday rehearsal becoz we all left in a hurry.no time for debrief tat day.den had some housekeeping tok.den we started the rehearsal!!funfunfun.
saw the overall rehearsal.den.went to our holding rooms.ELDDS!~.wooo.den messed around with the BESTSENIOR.with the camoflage.den went for the MATINEE SHOW.thank god.it was not really full house.after tat we REALLI PLAYED AROUND.was listening to the jolin songs played by the it/mr pple during which we were all resting.onli around 5 pple in the auditorium.den was singing.and doin' all sorts of stupid and lame tings.haha.fun ok!.den went for dinner.after tat we went over to the baby grand piano.den saw ee ghim.the girl amanda and algie was goin' siao'ish over.den i said 'yo.nice piano huh.ee ghim'den he turned around and said 'hehe thanks'.den algie became all jealous.but tat wasnt realli wad i wanted to do.i wanted to
tok to leonard.uh huh.tats wad i wanna do.den was playing the piano when algie suddenly hit my injured leg.goodness me was groaning in pain.den leonard was looking at me.he was looking so concernedly at me.awww.wasnt tat sweet.lolx.den was called back to the holding room to get prepared for the nite show.haha.but on the way out.i fell again.my knee was hurting tat damn much.den leonard was looking at me CONCERNEDLY.heehee.wasnt i blessed.hehe.den went around.den was with jiayi.two injured girls goin' around.haha.most of the sec 2s were doin' their duty.den played around lo.heheeheeeeee SO HAPPY..
went back to holding room.i loved the grand finale.coz the onli part where i came out of my favourite backstage.lolx.
saw the klz 2/3 boys in the front row.so paiseh seh.den seriously went out.cool!!!!!.i love the nite show man.it was full house.darn fancinating.cheered.im beginning to love eldds.heehee.the tings i tot was a lie when i said it
in sec 1 is now comming truw i guess.im beginning to love everyting about eldds.love the grand finale.did a veri veri great ting.realli loved everyting.
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thats about it pple...
days are lOn9..don let me do all tis alone..really..
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°had cultural nite rehearsal.was dismissed at 1.den went to eat.yay.den saw leonard.haha.=)..geez.wad a pretty boyyyyy...=)was damn pissed off with tat n****.typing his name out on my blog would mean an insult to my poor blogggg.k back to the acs(i) rehearsal.the place is damn cool.big.yandaos everywhere.=).but im still loyal to leonard.hahaha..coz he's the stage crew!tats why i am bothered to go for rehearsal.haha.im gonna train myself up.tough and everyting.=).made a timetable for myself~.i wont be coming online as i usually do.maybe once a fortnight.haha.ill miss him.3 more months and he is gone.im gonna train tough for my swimming -and gymwork if i can.- for him.haha.he already got the life-saving(gold).CAN U BELIEVE IT.of coz.he is so tanned.-tat's awesome-.so tall.-macho too-.he is full of muscles.how i wish i would fall right in front of him.if onli he would hold me.=)
sometimes i run.sometimes..sometimes i hide.sometimes i tried to hold u close..but u were never mind.i kept looking into your eyes like how u did to me,too.but no words came out.how i wish i could have u....but...days were long..and u are leaving..soon...
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went onto the wrong bus todae while on the way back home from acs(i) if not ill see him on the way back to schoool..haha.on the bus~.=) guess im desperately in love with him.hehe...=) *shows cheeky face* im gonna keep my hair for now until maybe i find another guy i like..but tat wont be possible until ..maybe i don realli like him anymore..hard to.im training up tough for him.i wont let go tat easy.even if it means to give up everyting.i do~.haha =),,.I WANNA GO NS!1..hahha.as long as we could be frenz in the first place.tats good enough for me...and eileen..THANKS.U TOLD ME EVERYTING ABOUT HIM I NEVER KNEW...love ya.greatest senior in eldds i ever had.=)(thanks for the xing qing tooo..)
im playing the song from my heart.i hope u would sing along too...*juz hope tat when i forget the lyrics.u could teach me how all over again...
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°saw leonard on my way home..in the bus.he is one of the stage crew.so im gonna juz be stuck with him for the rest of this week.yay~.cute eyes he got~.awww/~~~lOve him.hahaha.
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°hilarious: you are as funny as the cheekiest guys
in class and know everything thats happening on
TV and all the hot places to chill. you aren't
a typical bubblegum princess, you pride
yourself on your musical picks and your
attitude. sometimes you get carried away and
often get scolded for that, but otherwise if
people want to have fun then you're the person
they'll come to! you can be as girlie as
britney when you're in the mood and as hard
assed as pink when you want. your mates love
you for being so; fun, interesting and
unpredictable, you go girl!
what kind of girl are you?
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zhiquan.though u mean well for me.thanks.but when i set myself down to do someting.ill do it.and when i failed it for a few times.i stop den rest and ill start all over again and try to do my best once more.trust me.there are SUNDAYS too.~.thanKx fOR yA cARe~.xie xie.=)
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°first ting.I SAW LEONARD IN HIS NUMBER ONE UNIFORM.=)hEy bOy.youR cOo|.nice cOmManDinG...=)guess wad people.I TOOK PICTURES WITH HIM.I DREAMT OF TAKING PICTURES WITH HIM .. he toked to me first.when he see me den he say "eh boy.u go vietnam war ar..eh girl i mean =)".so cute.he tok to me first wor.omg..=)he is juz so cute.ok.i had to say.alot of girls like him too.but seriously i realli do~..hahaah im kinda weird here~...im getting his picture with me sent to me soon from eileen.EILEEN CHIOBU.CEPAT SEND ME HOR.~.
leOnARd.yOu'rE minE. =).soRiiii.iM tAt viEtnAm wAr girL u nOe...=) |otsAlUv.
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°had school ..blaggiE'inG in skOo|.mS lAMe tOre uP aNdY's matHs i gUESs.he was doin' it in her SCIENCE lesson.isnt it obvious why she was mAD.den had small small small really veri small tok with ka chuA~kawAii sEh shE.ill have a one to one tok with her.actually its only maths..
blehh
_vEn____
ive been feeling weird these days.i guess tis is how it feels when one is iN LOVE!!!.hahah.ok.im a normal kiddo afterall~.im in love with lEonArDDdDdDd.ok.tat gooD lEOnArd.nOt tAt *ahEm*.ok back to where ive been toking.i suddenly feel a rushie feeling when i see him.and tried to get near to him as possible.and hoping tat i could be his fren.he wasnt tat charming to anyone.EXCEPT ME!!u noe it feels like..when u see him den u go gaga den yr frens keep asking WHO WHO WHO.den i say TAT ONE LA.SEE TAT BIG CHARMING GUY IN FRONT.COMMANDING FOR THE G.O.H...den your frens go HE AR?!.SO YANDAO MEH.SO COMMON SEH.den u give tat face and say U'VE GOT NO TASTE!.haha =D~~~____p®\-/uo3|¯¯¯¯¯¯¯
hEy...iF u haPpEn tO cOme aCrOsS tHis bLoG..-on|y aPpLiEs tO lEonArd tOh jiA hE- bOy,i wan tO nOe u,Can i?.jUSt tO lEt u nOE.u've gOt a chaRminG smiLe =)~~~~/serious la.
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°had maths test yesterday.sux.darn hardd for me.went to melissa's house todae.to do the newscaster tingie.cut/shaved my leg.sucks man
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°ok..itx 3 AUGUST!!.and i tot it was 6 aug.-which wasnt even a sunday~-.and i went all the way to toa payoh swimming complex at 7.reached at 8.wondering if i would still be qualified for the trial. and when i reached.the lady told me tat`THERE ARENT ANY PROGRAMS~`.feeling confused,i called zhiquan.asked him to check the sundaytimes for me.and indeed.im wrong.freaky seh.den went home in a cab with aishah on the line. omshit.i cant believe tat i went through everyting in such a rush.and it wasnt 6 aug.
God~.cOuld u give me a break from all these things that had been running through my life like never ending.
urghhh.i msged almost everyone and called some.and ALL didnt noe where was the toa payoh swimming complex.thanks sir guojin.tHanKs zHiqUan fOr cheCkinG out stUfF fOr mE tOo~.tHanKs aIsHah fOr aCcOmpAnYinG mE wHilE iM waIting fOr cAb.tHanKs x|aOhUa~.tHanKs mARcUs~.tHanKx eUgEnE fOr eNcOuraGinG me tO dEcidE pRopERlY fOr mY """"fUtURe"""" lolx.anyway.i went on the wrong dae bcoz of u too.~.u must feel gUi|ty a|rigHt!
cOngRaTs mE|isSa.2100 huh~.COo| hUh~
IM GOIN' ON WEDNESDAY~-5 AUG- FOR THE TRIAL!!!.
nI duI wO yOu dUo zhOnG yaO_+__wO hOu hUi==mEi rAnG nI zHi daO?.nI hAi hUi hUi daO wO dE shEn biaN mA?
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°woke up at 7.do my stuffs slow..den went out at 8.was late.but they didnt even start after i reach for 30 mins.went to hall.and tat amyphua was freakin her lungs out and stubborning her way on the stage.bitch.ok.den slack coz i got NOTING TO DO!.cannot play piano.slack.saw leonard in the number one uniform damn cool can.*ncc*.den went to com lab.after recieving eugene sms. den saw the geography web tingie.den chatted.actually goin' for lunch with him adi logan and weili.but they all went den i went to councillor room.slack~.den played carom as usual.haha.ok i suck at tat game.mommeh and mingjie went to ndp tingie.k sayo. blog tml=)
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°bored bored bored.no one to pei me stay in skoo.aishah went to npcc dono wad.and im all in skoo doin' noting.went home.slack.everyone is having training todae.and i tink.im gonna plan someting for myself for every thursday.maybe ill juz join tat hockey ting for real..haha.hey.tat girl in the hockey rocks~...okiEeeees.
take caRE girL.
AnYOnE intEReStED iN thE hOckEy tingiE.pLeaSe lEAvE mE a nOte or emaiL~ mE~yaY
_x/aoy:______pRomisEd`vOw -jOvEn-__
·¦«¸º:;minG~€//°